Hiding Behind the Light

“But you who are strong and swift, see that you do not limp before the lame, deeming it kindness” – Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet

This beautiful truth struck me in the heart the other day as I was reading through an astrology book on Chiron and the Healing Journey. Chiron represents the “wounded healer” who in turn must bring healing to others in order to heal him/herself.

But now we have gone way beyond this aspect of ourselves and the shifting consciousness is calling us to become the full Light we are within. With no excuses.   Gone is the time of the wounded healer and we are now to step fully into the joy of being a complete healing vibration. More

Embracing, not facing

Embracing, not just facing, your problems/challenges/enemies/an​noyances is what will change their form into something you can deal with. Just looking at them, thinking or talking about them will still keep you in separation. If you embrace them from your heart, they will be neutralised by the inherent Love. You can then get clarity on how to move through them.

Try this meditation:

How do we embrace, rather than just face? Here is a meditation which will help you to make a start in a direction which will help:

Sitting still in a calm place, centre yourself and your thoughts into your heart. Feel a spiral of bright white light moving from the core of your heart up and through you. Let the spiral of light work to clear any persistent thoughts which may prevent you from being completely attuned to the moment.

Again from your heart see a circle of light with you in the centre. See another circle of light opposite containing the situation/person/problem which is charged with negativity such as anger, frustration, fear, revenge, attack, rage, resentment or any other energy which is really troubling you.

Use a stream of blue, white and gold light flowing from your heart directly to the circle opposite you and let this light penetrate to the core of the situation. Feel the fear (in whatever that form it takes) de-energising and neutralising the circle, leaving it free to be just a situation. See a symbol within this circle and allow it to enter your personal circle in a bubble of pink. Merge with this symbol and let yourself embrace the situation. This releases you from fear of the whole thing and allows you to feel what is going on underneath.

The key now is to release the other circle which contained the old energy. Just feel that you have embraced and understood the circumstance. Let the symbol “speak” to your heart and feel a deep, expansive knowing of the learning from this. Let it flow into your heart and bring awareness of a way to overcome all the polarity which has surrounded this. Finally release the person or situation from your mental body by picturing it in a circle/spiral/bubble of light and allowing it to disintegrate from your thought patterns.

Be prepared to approach the new energy with openness and awareness so that you can react with a Light response rather than guard with fear. If you stay in fear, that will keep attracting the negativity. It’s tricky, subtle and takes a bit of practise, but if we are open it can teach us a lot.

Truth vs Mind

Do you follow your truth, or just pay it lip service? How many times has your Intuition said you “I told you so”? Maybe one day we’ll all learn to trust our first complete knowings which are higher awareness speaking first before our mind control catches up. Perhaps, from endless experience, we’ll learn to give our heads a rest and let our wholeness guide us.

Here’s a good exercise to understand your own truth:

Try this Meditation

Sit still and breathe into your heart, focusing on light and colour in your heart centre. Continue with this breath until you feel centred and aligned. Now think of a situation that on your mind…. there’s always something that seems to niggle at you more than others.  Often this will be something you were having difficulty letting go of when you were centring.

Imagine a symbol for this situation in front of you.  Connect to it from your heart with a stream of green and blue light.   Let this healing light fill up the symbol.  Now ask how your wholeness or higher self views this situation.  Allow a higher understanding of  this situation to settle into your heart. Let it envelope your senses and you will have an immediate awareness of what the truth is.

This may differ from what you want!! Or it may differ from what you “think” you should do. But as we all know, if we go against our truth, we’ll have to revisit the situation anyway. Maybe it’s less stressful to follow our truth in the first place:-)

If you try out this meditation, I would love to hear back from you.
with love Belinda